There’s No Rest for the Wicked

Tomorrow will be my first day off in over two weeks and I’m super thrilled and so relieved. I think I’m going to use my day off to do a hike that I’ve always wanted to do. It’ll be a nice reprieve from my crazy life.

I could use a little break too because while I’m loving my internship and my job at the restaurant, it’s been hard to go through both without any breaks.

I recently kicked someone out of my life that I saw myself starting something with; but it the end, there was only confusion and anxiety and I kept getting the vibe that it was all one-sided. I’m not going to go into any more details because I want to protect my privacy as well the person I’m referring to.

But I did have some sort of epiphany as I read through my journal entries that I wrote in my freshman year of college. In one of them, I wrote out the following quote after another person left my life unexpectedly.

…people are flawed. They’re going to screw up more than once or twice. They’re going to make the same mistakes 10 or even 20 times before they realize what they’ve been doing wrong and make an effort to change it. And that’s why I’m so forgiving.

I’m not saying I forgive this person for what he did. At least not yet. I may forgive him eventually, just to help myself move on and to give myself peace of mind.

But as I read this quote that 18 year old me wrote, I realized that the person I’m supposed to end up with is probably out making some crazy mistakes. The thing is, whatever he’s doing right now will help him grow into someone that I’ll be happy to be with. And I’ll happily make some mistakes if it helps me become a better person in the long run.

I’m going to leave you with a snippet from a poem I wrote. It kind of reminds me that there are far better things ahead than any we leave behind.

 

So I drive these roads
Away from our hometown
I’ll no longer look back
There’s nothing but the past

And the things that could never be

 

Cassidy Currently: 10th Edition

Holy cow, it’s mid-June already! Time really does fly by when you’re busy. My life has been super busy lately so here are the headlines.

I Started my new Internship

Last Monday (June 5) was my first official day at my internship with my county government and it was pretty eventful. It started by me going up to HR and getting my badge so I can get into the I.T. department. My supervisor then broke everything down to me as far as what I would be doing and the timing of everything for the next couple of weeks. He then showed me how to use a KVM which stands for Kernel-based Virtual Machine. The one I’m using is basically a piece of hardware that allows for multiple computers to be hooked up to one monitor,  keyboard, etc. and I can switch each machine with the push of a button. This has been an important tool for me, so far, because it’s allowed me to load multiple computers at once with the settings designated by the department.

Luckily that’s not all I’ll be doing, I’ll be driving one of the government vehicle to different offices around the county in order to replace outdated computers designated by the department. This is a huge plus because even though I love the profession I’ve chosen to go into, I don’t like the idea of being shut up in an office all day.

Since starting my position, I’ve noticed that my wardrobe was lacking a bit as far as appropriate office attire. So I had to pick up a few items to make sure I had enough clothes to last me a week.

I’m a workaholic

Between my internship and my hostess job at a restaurant, I’ve been kept really busy lately. Today is my first day off in over a week and while I’m super thrilled to have the work this summer, I find that I really need a day off just so can do household stuff, catch my breath, and recharge. And I’ve done exactly that today.

And with my schedule at the restaurant changing weekly, I have no idea when I’ll be off again.

Happy (Belated) Birthday Catastrophe Rising!

A year ago yesterday. I posted my first blog post under Catastrophe Rising’s wordpress subdomain. I can’t believe how far this blog has come in the last few and I can’t wait to see where the next year takes it.

I’m already planning what I hope to be the site’s best theme yet (If I can find the time to finish it) and I can’t wait to see what kind of positive things it does to the site.

Thank you to everyone who has supported me and encouraged me as I’ve made a comeback to the blogging scene. Especially my blogger buddies.

Odds & Ends

📖 Finished the book Sad Girls by Lang Leav (I highly recommend it!)

🎧 I’m enjoying my summer with Spotify Premium

🎬 I finished the anime Puella Magi Madoka Magica (holy cow 😳)

 

That’s all for now!